Happy 1st month anniversary.

Happy 1 month Anniversary Sayang!

I had the most wonderful anniversary ever, thanks for all the sweet gifts fuzzy.

Thanks for being there the moment when i need you, the times when i'm going to fall, I appreciate everything.

 26 Sept 2010. 

I hearts Fadzli Rani

You + Me = FADZ IDA

Ne-Yo - One In A Million

Song dedication to Fuzzy and My girls.
Thanks for everything. You guys are one in a million

You + Me = FADZ IDA

Hey peeps back from posting...I lost a friend. How do i feel? angry? devastated? broken-hearted?
Sometimes is like a replay, playing back in my head. All your actions. I'm all so sad but i want you to know i respect your decision, i have my own reasons for giving up on you. I going to put my head held up high, i won't be bothered with the comments you post on FB, like you said i'm no one important. After all i did to help you, i'm being called a mean bitch, how awesome is that. Is like a smack on my forehead. Thanks!

You ruined my Monday & Tuesday. I hope karma will hit you back on your forehead too. I better end this topic. Is stupid to talk about it.

Schools already re-open for 3 weeks how fast it that? And then i got surprises SO EARLY. 2 projects, 1 role-play, 2 shity problems held up in my head.
I hope i'm able to solve my problems, i don't want to think about it, I want it to VANISHED in thin air. Please, why is it still in my head. Feeling guilty but i shall not say it.

Haiz, today never come to school. Sick and i have major migraine acting up. I'm seeing double vision and doctor ask me to wear specs. I still can see without specs. I hate wearing specs.

Anyway Fuzzy thanks for cheering me up same goes for the girls. Thank you i appreciate. I hope this won't happen again. Fuzzy you are such a great boyfie, thanks for sharing my feelings and making me feel happy.












You + Me = FADZ IDA

Its all wasted

I knew you from the very started, our friendship and all...wasted.
I thought you knew me well, but it ended in the beginning... when it comes to this kind of situation, is always me who is to be blames...maybe i need to learn to self-pity myself first to be like you. Give you a chance, how many chances i give you already. You made me feel like i made a huge mistake a grave one. Forgive myself for my silly ethics. Is me or it is just you. One way to live life it to self pity yourself and love yourself before others.


You + Me = FADZ IDA

Cause i got Over you.

Everything is OFFICIALLY OVER. Hmm. how do i feel? better or worse? the truth is, it pains me to see me and him seperated. My feelings is still there, after 1 year 6 months of relationship and sacrifices, it meant the whole world to me.

My classmates are so curious why i get over it so fast, because i don't want to wait for another miracle to happened. I want me to do it not miracle. Fate brought us together. You make me smile and never make me cry. 3 weeks of relationship already. This 16th will be our 1st month anniversary. Excited? Neh not really, what matters is you. I appreciate those shoulders i cried on when i need it.
3 words to describe my feelings for you I LOVE YOU!. May i hope our relationship last forever and good luck in YOUR EXAMS!! those 3 words save my life. I don't like showing my status on FB, cause i think is crapped. So sorry Fuzzy:D just not the right time. But that doesn't mean i don't hearts you. Hehes.

Anyway SCHOOL REOPENED! GUESS WHAT! My time table sucks, i will prone more to inadequate sleep bcos of 8am schedule. Haiz and also end so late! After that work and fuzzy never fail to send me home. Thanks!

WORK- JAVA DETOUR
 How awesome it is to work for your passion on something, its has always been my dream of making good coffee to customers. I love it. My work is AWESOME and JOYCEE AND MIKE too. Cheryl and George the funny poly peeps always have some issues and bitchy notes to talk about. Love it. JOYCEE gonna put me in-charge night next week. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

MOOD- HELL YEAH I SO EFFING TIRED
Work and study is both important, i'm learning to juggle so bear with me ya:D  I want to do well in both. I don't care about the lack of sleep. All i care is i want to do well in Career and Studies to be somebody in future. I've been going to work after school= so so so so tired but worth it!

LOOKING THIS ON BRIGHT SIDE

I want to be grateful for the little things and i HOPE Allah will give me a chance to live a better and fruitful life. My prioritise is studies and family but on the other hand work. I want to take little chances to be myself and have FUN with my babes in school and of course get back on track and chased after my 4.0 gpa in Nitec! though it sounds a bit impossible imma make it a little bit reasonable and put it as 3.7. You can do it WAHIDAH!








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