I miss my past.

I never LOVE someone so deeply before.  I remember the 1st day of school when i 1st saw you. That is the moment i've been waiting for. To be with you. Yes to be with you. I'm grateful that you let me love you. I know i'm not your best GF ever but i may be in future. You're my freAking best. I admit.

I really miss doing one thing that i really love when i was in NITEC. Playing ultimate frisbee with ethel. And also my team Phantom Disc. I love that team. I don't know why i quit that team, maybe i was just being harsh. I'm having mixed feelings about it. I wish i was playing for your team. Colin, i really let you down.











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JaVa DeToUr

Decided to post a short one. Been really Lazy to Blog, so many things to do, and the funny thing is i have yet to start on any of it. I really wonder what am i doing, online & i'm freaking lazy to do anything. Later got OFA, you guys called it holidays? oh wait is it my fault cos i need to come school for Remedial Lessons? sometimes i just wished that miss yani, use her time wisely & not let us surf the net. You see this is what will happened. I'm really worried about my exams. Normally i practice a lot, but not anymore. This 2 weeks holidays is really short, i was expecting it to be a fruitful experience. And now I'm starting to work @ Java detour Marina Bay Sands Casino. Yeah so to kill time. I want to make myself occupied. My work commence next week. I'm officially a BARISTA. Muahaha how cool. Love that job. Plus the owner really look up to a ITE student and i like that feeling. For those who want to visit me, feel free ya, i make for you all coffees!!  That's it for now. Off to bed!







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YOG With LENNY NURDIANA

YOG was awesome, the fireworks & everything sort of satisfy me. Me & Lenny break fast there too!!!Break out of virgnity, i first time break fast at the stadium. The feeling was total discomfort but however i have to thank Fidiana for her tickets, without that tics, i don't think i get to feel that kind of performance & experience. Pics are all in Facebook. Blogger takes time to upload. Fun, snap here & there till my camera states"battery exhausted & then start to do its own countdown".
Saw my classmates holding those country flags, oh well they look so tiny from the dark blue seating sector. It was kindda messy but who cares, you know what i mean, everything there is so loud













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All this while i knew it will happened

I know I may not be the perfect friend for you. I know I'm harsh sometimes, rude & make you upset. This is me...is hard for people like you all to get use. My forte, don't be too close to Petty people. Yes, i throw tantrum in the morning without realising it. I can't be close to you guys, i might hurt you. I'm like a cactus, born with thorns & twicks. I want to apologized for the mistakes that i've made. In some part of the 4 months i've hurt you without me realising. For those who knew me, take things lightly. For those who say things behind me, continue to do so, it may hurt me the slightest. But i know deep inside, this thing will happen, so it wasn't a dream. Jaslyn, so sorry if i got hurt you without me realising. Sorry. I have a life to continue, a family to take care. An education to continue, a career to support myself. Commitments for my future. I know this will all do me good in future. When you need help, i help you but never knew distance could affect the slightest of my feelings. Phyone, Fi & Syar & my mum thanks for being my listening year when i need one.


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HATE SCHOOL

Why am i always having seconds thought of quitting school, i wanna get rid of that. Seriously, like every hour all of a sudden, quitting school appear in my mind. Syar, you have really been a good person in my life. Phyone you are always there to subside my bitterness, the partying all night was great. My parents have been there when i need them the most. But i want this people to know without you guys i won't be here. Studying in secondary school was a chore to me, i don't want it to happen again. It is just so hard to keep up the momentum but deep inside i knew the adrenaline in my blood is running. I miss Su En, Munyee, Averie, Wu Jing & Muzna. When is the 6 ace stars gonna meet? Su En, Mun yee& Muzna is Poly. Averie in Philipines & Wu Jing in Australia. I miss you guys so Hard. I'm hard up to tell alot of things to you. My beverly hills friends jackie, hannah, alan, harry, paul, seong jin & jodie. I promise to meet up with you guys soon ya!!! I know i've been rejecting all your invitations and party. Not forgetting my ite nitec friends Mas, Rais, Sathish, Aisyah, Karen, Sya you guys also asked to me numerous times to go out. One of the main reason i'm stuck is bcos, i got so many commitments. Muay Thai competition is next week, tue-sat. Choir competition is on the 21st, then i got my interact club. My band in Singapore Winds symphony, i need to prepare the pieces- flight of the bumble SOLO.
Mon- S'pore Winds Symphony
Tues-Choir & then Muay thai
Wed-Muay thai second round
Thursday-Choir
Fri-Band
Sat-Recording & then Muay thai
Sun-Recording
Oh my!!! Then my recording on next sunday, have yet to practice. I need to study somemore for ILT. 6 commitments in  a week. Which teenagers does that? Oh ya i forget frisbee soon i reckon. Then i need to work soon, cause staying @ home is so boring. I swear plus it makes me gain weight. My ITE buddies are busy with YOG, i'm busy with other things. Wonder when FAMILYC is going to hang out & camwhore??
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