Back to blogging, i had to cause FUZZY the WUZZY bear pestering me and don't know that i got blog fanatic.
I love my relationship life, thanks Dear for being there. Already missing you.
I love my all time favorite school bestie ENNIE SCREAMER. Thanks for all the help, we managed to stick it through the thin and thick and it seems like you're the only one in school who understands me other than Fuzzy. Of course the girls, but we just need bonding.
Updates:
Hmmm... Thursday Amazing Race? excited SO-SO la. Girls don't get me wrong. At first i was Excited!!! But then when i heard it was from the fitness, okay it became turned off. Those FT people always gt something up in their sleeves. That's why la.
Napfa next week...ooo lalalalalala. 2.4km....looking forward, neh not really. Im going to get burnt. Fuzzy Pls go jogging with me from Redhill to Pasir Ris. Hehes. Cheryl so sorry if i didn't head to the gym today, i need to do meetings for projects. Sorry some other day okay.
I want to thank my grp members for being patient, haha i know imma bitch but all i want for you guys is to excel and get A..let's do it baby!!...Syaz you're doing good as a new member, im proud of you. Nanthini Oh my AWESOMENESS. Haha, i always disturb you but you pull through my jokes and sarcasm...what more can i say. Thanks for doing the work on time despite your preparation for Deepavali. Lenny, thanks for helping me in my parts, i appreciate it so so much. Girls power is Awesome! Keep up the good work. Im sorry if i ever hurt you guys, you should know me i don't mean it for sure.
And of course the rest of the girls!!! Let's have a better forwarded cheerful relationship ahead!
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Seriously you must be Kidding
Time Check 2.21am.
You + Me = FADZ IDA
What the hell am i doing right now when i'm supposed to sleep. Well i need to say this. Last 2 days me and Fuzzy went Queensway. This is funny. I was happily heading to the shop to collect the class t-shirt and then...kuang kuang kuang. The shop closed and burnt... i was seriously devastated. Its funny but at the same time disappointing. My girls and mates are hoping for the shirts even i am...we need it for the freaking projects. I just think October is full of sadness and disapointment, back in my home town Indo, people are killed bcos of volcano larva. How sad? In my work place, adeline and michael left how sad. Both of them are such nice colleagues to work with. And October, only if it was a fresh start for school and then quarrellings happened. I wish i had a fresh and a good start of November. I don't want it to happen again. Pls oh god. So yeah i got the letter from the Owner who is going to give us the refund and stuffs and i guess NO class T-shirts. Fuzzy wanted to sponsor from another shop but i said NO cause i hate to see bitches using the same shirts as me. Maybe there's one of the reason, all of the T-shirts got burnt. But its pretty sad bcos i want to see the girl putting on it with the Muay thai boxers that i bought. Haiz....so unfated. Getting the refund in 3 weeks time. Sorry LCrians...i didnt expect this to happened. Maybe it happened for a reason.
Anyway, weekends was Shity but Halloween was Awesome with colleagues @ work, Joyce and Sheryl thanks for the company and Fuzzy thanks for the night out. I want to go out for a drink on deepavali....haiz stress ah....P to HYONE.... text me oiii....miss you loads, James and Peeps heading Harry's so do tag along.
I want things to work out rite this time. Yes ah! Mon, Tue & Thurs OFF!!! I can go out!!! Fuzzy i blogged already. Nites and kisses to people from outside. Ta and Good night!!
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Happy 1st month anniversary.
Happy 1 month Anniversary Sayang!
I had the most wonderful anniversary ever, thanks for all the sweet gifts fuzzy.
Thanks for being there the moment when i need you, the times when i'm going to fall, I appreciate everything.
26 Sept 2010.
I hearts Fadzli Rani
Ne-Yo - One In A Million
Song dedication to Fuzzy and My girls.
Thanks for everything. You guys are one in a million
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Thanks for everything. You guys are one in a million
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Hey peeps back from posting...I lost a friend. How do i feel? angry? devastated? broken-hearted?
Sometimes is like a replay, playing back in my head. All your actions. I'm all so sad but i want you to know i respect your decision, i have my own reasons for giving up on you. I going to put my head held up high, i won't be bothered with the comments you post on FB, like you said i'm no one important. After all i did to help you, i'm being called a mean bitch, how awesome is that. Is like a smack on my forehead. Thanks!
You ruined my Monday & Tuesday. I hope karma will hit you back on your forehead too. I better end this topic. Is stupid to talk about it.
Schools already re-open for 3 weeks how fast it that? And then i got surprises SO EARLY. 2 projects, 1 role-play, 2 shity problems held up in my head.
I hope i'm able to solve my problems, i don't want to think about it, I want it to VANISHED in thin air. Please, why is it still in my head. Feeling guilty but i shall not say it.
Haiz, today never come to school. Sick and i have major migraine acting up. I'm seeing double vision and doctor ask me to wear specs. I still can see without specs. I hate wearing specs.
Anyway Fuzzy thanks for cheering me up same goes for the girls. Thank you i appreciate. I hope this won't happen again. Fuzzy you are such a great boyfie, thanks for sharing my feelings and making me feel happy.
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Sometimes is like a replay, playing back in my head. All your actions. I'm all so sad but i want you to know i respect your decision, i have my own reasons for giving up on you. I going to put my head held up high, i won't be bothered with the comments you post on FB, like you said i'm no one important. After all i did to help you, i'm being called a mean bitch, how awesome is that. Is like a smack on my forehead. Thanks!
You ruined my Monday & Tuesday. I hope karma will hit you back on your forehead too. I better end this topic. Is stupid to talk about it.
Schools already re-open for 3 weeks how fast it that? And then i got surprises SO EARLY. 2 projects, 1 role-play, 2 shity problems held up in my head.
I hope i'm able to solve my problems, i don't want to think about it, I want it to VANISHED in thin air. Please, why is it still in my head. Feeling guilty but i shall not say it.
Haiz, today never come to school. Sick and i have major migraine acting up. I'm seeing double vision and doctor ask me to wear specs. I still can see without specs. I hate wearing specs.
Anyway Fuzzy thanks for cheering me up same goes for the girls. Thank you i appreciate. I hope this won't happen again. Fuzzy you are such a great boyfie, thanks for sharing my feelings and making me feel happy.
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Its all wasted
I knew you from the very started, our friendship and all...wasted.
I thought you knew me well, but it ended in the beginning... when it comes to this kind of situation, is always me who is to be blames...maybe i need to learn to self-pity myself first to be like you. Give you a chance, how many chances i give you already. You made me feel like i made a huge mistake a grave one. Forgive myself for my silly ethics. Is me or it is just you. One way to live life it to self pity yourself and love yourself before others.
You + Me = FADZ IDA
I thought you knew me well, but it ended in the beginning... when it comes to this kind of situation, is always me who is to be blames...maybe i need to learn to self-pity myself first to be like you. Give you a chance, how many chances i give you already. You made me feel like i made a huge mistake a grave one. Forgive myself for my silly ethics. Is me or it is just you. One way to live life it to self pity yourself and love yourself before others.
You + Me = FADZ IDA
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Cause i got Over you.
Everything is OFFICIALLY OVER. Hmm. how do i feel? better or worse? the truth is, it pains me to see me and him seperated. My feelings is still there, after 1 year 6 months of relationship and sacrifices, it meant the whole world to me.
My classmates are so curious why i get over it so fast, because i don't want to wait for another miracle to happened. I want me to do it not miracle. Fate brought us together. You make me smile and never make me cry. 3 weeks of relationship already. This 16th will be our 1st month anniversary. Excited? Neh not really, what matters is you. I appreciate those shoulders i cried on when i need it.
3 words to describe my feelings for you I LOVE YOU!. May i hope our relationship last forever and good luck in YOUR EXAMS!! those 3 words save my life. I don't like showing my status on FB, cause i think is crapped. So sorry Fuzzy:D just not the right time. But that doesn't mean i don't hearts you. Hehes.
Anyway SCHOOL REOPENED! GUESS WHAT! My time table sucks, i will prone more to inadequate sleep bcos of 8am schedule. Haiz and also end so late! After that work and fuzzy never fail to send me home. Thanks!
WORK- JAVA DETOUR
How awesome it is to work for your passion on something, its has always been my dream of making good coffee to customers. I love it. My work is AWESOME and JOYCEE AND MIKE too. Cheryl and George the funny poly peeps always have some issues and bitchy notes to talk about. Love it. JOYCEE gonna put me in-charge night next week. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
MOOD- HELL YEAH I SO EFFING TIRED
Work and study is both important, i'm learning to juggle so bear with me ya:D I want to do well in both. I don't care about the lack of sleep. All i care is i want to do well in Career and Studies to be somebody in future. I've been going to work after school= so so so so tired but worth it!
LOOKING THIS ON BRIGHT SIDE
I want to be grateful for the little things and i HOPE Allah will give me a chance to live a better and fruitful life. My prioritise is studies and family but on the other hand work. I want to take little chances to be myself and have FUN with my babes in school and of course get back on track and chased after my 4.0 gpa in Nitec! though it sounds a bit impossible imma make it a little bit reasonable and put it as 3.7. You can do it WAHIDAH!
Me + You =
My classmates are so curious why i get over it so fast, because i don't want to wait for another miracle to happened. I want me to do it not miracle. Fate brought us together. You make me smile and never make me cry. 3 weeks of relationship already. This 16th will be our 1st month anniversary. Excited? Neh not really, what matters is you. I appreciate those shoulders i cried on when i need it.
3 words to describe my feelings for you I LOVE YOU!. May i hope our relationship last forever and good luck in YOUR EXAMS!! those 3 words save my life. I don't like showing my status on FB, cause i think is crapped. So sorry Fuzzy:D just not the right time. But that doesn't mean i don't hearts you. Hehes.
Anyway SCHOOL REOPENED! GUESS WHAT! My time table sucks, i will prone more to inadequate sleep bcos of 8am schedule. Haiz and also end so late! After that work and fuzzy never fail to send me home. Thanks!
WORK- JAVA DETOUR
How awesome it is to work for your passion on something, its has always been my dream of making good coffee to customers. I love it. My work is AWESOME and JOYCEE AND MIKE too. Cheryl and George the funny poly peeps always have some issues and bitchy notes to talk about. Love it. JOYCEE gonna put me in-charge night next week. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
MOOD- HELL YEAH I SO EFFING TIRED
Work and study is both important, i'm learning to juggle so bear with me ya:D I want to do well in both. I don't care about the lack of sleep. All i care is i want to do well in Career and Studies to be somebody in future. I've been going to work after school= so so so so tired but worth it!
LOOKING THIS ON BRIGHT SIDE
I want to be grateful for the little things and i HOPE Allah will give me a chance to live a better and fruitful life. My prioritise is studies and family but on the other hand work. I want to take little chances to be myself and have FUN with my babes in school and of course get back on track and chased after my 4.0 gpa in Nitec! though it sounds a bit impossible imma make it a little bit reasonable and put it as 3.7. You can do it WAHIDAH!
Me + You =
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