In Life you have too much mistakes, too much that it is actually eroding part of your brain, your mindset & your heart. How sad is that? I told myself umpteen times to braced myself, be a stronger person. I have to put up a fake smile,laugh daily just to make myself contented. What is wrong with me?? Soon i will be having primary school gathering & the saddest thing plus the most demoralising thing...all my primary school mates are in JCs & Polys. How??? Shit you la Ida!! Last time secondary don't want to study properly! Play & Play & Play. Now you upset for what??!! I Wish i could turn back the time, study properly...go sec 5 then poly. My friend in FB added me, so i accepted & then i post his wall how are you doing? He didn't reply. What the _ _ _ _ . Then ok its fine, then his friend from JC ask him how is he doing, and then he reply as if there is no tommorrow. Bloody _ _ _ _.
I kept telling to myself, i have so much mistakes that it actually takes maybe 10 years for me to repent. I wish i could have not done those mistakes. I was wrong. I should have study hard. Now study hard also Higher Nitec Cert!! The rest all Diploma while i'm still doing Higher Nitec. How sad it is?
If it happens one day, i was caught up with problems...will you be there???
If it happens one day, i quit upon myself...will you be there???
2 years pls make it pass fast. Allah pls help me to find a solution to settle my worries & issues.
Me + You = IdaSyar
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