love is so crazy and scary!!!

I have yet to get any off day for this week so looks like night life DUH!...went out yesterday night to TGIF after work. Sickening i have yet to go shopping!!!Went with Jackie and Laure!!! Eat till full then head to Harry's. Went to unwind. loves to sit down and talk to them. And!! i can't wait for Fuzzy to go out from hospital, this monday he's discharge!!! I swear i feel so fking awesome by then, feeling down. He is the only on can turn it up. I'm grateful for having fuzzy as the special person...hearts...like....lovee one and only you. Today work was SHIT, my body's been having this painful thingy but i managed to overcome this painful sharp pain. Haiz cannot Angss. Went out to Oosh, i managed to escape early from Work and JOYCEE is back, she bought this beautiful handphone keychain from BKK. Awesome and Thanks i appreciate it.

This week have been a dreadful one, so many things happened at a flash of time. I despise it but whom am i to stop all this. Maybe a lesson to be learn. I need holidays badly to just throw away the bowlines i had.
Human change but i've read in the book that is not wrong for human to change, everyone has their rights rite? somethings are just so hard to let go like the one that you love, the one whom you held hard when you need them, to see them gone just like that, how hard to face life, but he once told me not to be sad when your love one leave you cause god love them more than you and you have to take it positively cause everyone will leave this world one day, i'm scared when that time comes and i'm not prepare. I won't cry because i want you to leave happily. I miss you a lot. Indescribable is the word to mention to you. I love you for all the work that you helped my family i'm grateful for the effort, love, sacrifices that is priceless. Sometimes i got to learn the hard way to realise one mistake, my apology for that. Love you, Miss you badly. Its only 5 days you left but it feels like yesterday. I pray for you.

Friends- Nyom Nyom. There's no better or other way to go to school and enjoy joking and make friends along the way. I love the period where we all enjoy and laugh, it been quite a while since i did that. I hope this continues. From that incident, i learnt that i must love those who are still here and are those whom i met most of the time. Forgive and forget. I learnt that and i feel like i'm making use of my life properly. I hope things will work out right.

You + Me = FADZ IDA

Weekends BURNED

Fuzzy went into accident but thank god, he's fine. Due to that he cannot drive for 3 months. I hope things get better. I'll always pray for you dear.I shall not elaborate on it caused i'm feeling upset and remorseful about it.Therefore public apology i cannot make it to NAN'S deepavali open house. And i broke a promise. So sorry Nanthini. I was so so caught up during the weekends, visiting him off and on @ NUH. Fuzzy you looked cute with ur Pyjamas and you still can laugh about it.

So as usual went to work, nothing much happened, Michael last day today, so i brought him some gift and a hand made love, a last minute one. Hope he loves it. So did abit of camwhore here and there.
I really got nice assistant manager who helped me and guide along the way, therefore i'm thankful for his help.
Next week Joycee going Thailand!!! = I'm all alone @ night...sob sob. BUT got SHERYL...so not too lonely and Su En gonna's visit me. Awesome. I appreciate this grp of pals who are there by my side. I'm thankful. And today i went to Royce with George, the champagne chocolates are awesome, so bought some for Fuzzy and Betty....of course my dear lenny and phyone i brought macaroon and cookies for you tooo!!! Su en this wed i treat you okay my dear. I LOVE ROYCE..you get to eat chocolates and it just makes you happy.

That's it for today folkes...TMR gt SCHOOL!!


You + Me = FADZ IDA

Time for a Getaway.

Each time i looked at Happy family. I envy, i envy much. I wonder when will i have that feeling. When? when i about to die? It saddens me dramatically. I wish i had a happy family. Sometimes, my family find it hard to understand each other and then they will start quarelling with each other. I Hate that moment the most. I hate it when my mum and small sis had to break down because of that. My mum is under-going PMS. I rather go out everyday so that i can avoid that. It brings me down. I got a father who only thinks about himself, he doesn't bother about anyone in the family. A father who doesn't remember my birthday and stuffs. A father who does not bother me. I want a getaway. Far far away. It at least makes me happy and i can't wait for December holidays! I'm going Phuket with Fuzzy. It really helps me to unwind myself. Thanks for the air ticket. Love you much and always Fuzzy. I'm thankful for everything.

You + Me = FADZ IDA

UPDATES

Back to blogging, i had to cause FUZZY the WUZZY bear pestering me and don't know that i got blog fanatic.
I love my relationship life, thanks Dear for being there. Already missing you.

I love my all time favorite school bestie ENNIE SCREAMER. Thanks for all the help, we managed to stick it through the thin and thick and it seems like you're the only one in school who understands me other than Fuzzy. Of course the girls, but we just need bonding.

Updates:

Hmmm... Thursday Amazing Race? excited SO-SO la. Girls don't get me wrong. At first i was Excited!!! But then when i heard it was from the fitness, okay it became turned off. Those FT people always gt something up in their sleeves. That's why la.

Napfa next week...ooo lalalalalala. 2.4km....looking forward, neh not really. Im going to get burnt. Fuzzy Pls go jogging with me from Redhill to Pasir Ris. Hehes. Cheryl so sorry if i didn't head to the gym today, i need to do meetings for projects. Sorry some other day okay.

I want to thank my grp members for being patient, haha i know imma bitch but all i want for you guys is to excel and get A..let's do it baby!!...Syaz you're doing good as a new member, im proud of you. Nanthini Oh my AWESOMENESS. Haha, i always disturb you but you pull through my jokes and sarcasm...what more can i say. Thanks for doing the work on time despite your preparation for Deepavali. Lenny, thanks for helping me in my parts, i appreciate it so so much. Girls power is Awesome! Keep up the good work. Im sorry if i ever hurt you guys, you should know me i don't mean it for sure.

And of course the rest of the girls!!! Let's have a better forwarded cheerful relationship ahead!

You + Me = FADZ IDA

Seriously you must be Kidding

Time Check 2.21am.

What the hell am i doing right now when i'm supposed to sleep. Well i need to say this. Last 2 days me and Fuzzy went Queensway. This is funny. I was happily heading to the shop to collect the class t-shirt and then...kuang kuang kuang. The shop closed and burnt... i was seriously devastated. Its funny but at the same time disappointing. My girls and mates are hoping for the shirts even i am...we need it for the freaking projects. I just think October is full of sadness and disapointment, back in my home town Indo, people are killed bcos of volcano larva. How sad? In my work place, adeline and michael left how sad. Both of them are such nice colleagues to work with. And October, only if it was a fresh start for school and then quarrellings happened. I wish i had a fresh and a good start of November. I don't want it to happen again. Pls oh god. So yeah i got the letter from the Owner who is going to give us the refund and stuffs and i guess NO class T-shirts. Fuzzy wanted to sponsor from another shop but i said NO cause i hate to see bitches using the same shirts as me. Maybe there's one of the reason, all of the T-shirts got burnt. But its pretty sad bcos i want to see the girl putting on it with the Muay thai boxers that i bought. Haiz....so unfated. Getting the refund in 3 weeks time. Sorry LCrians...i didnt expect this to happened. Maybe it happened for a reason. 

Anyway, weekends was Shity but Halloween was Awesome with colleagues @ work, Joyce and Sheryl thanks for the company and Fuzzy thanks for the night out. I want to go out for a drink on deepavali....haiz stress ah....P to HYONE.... text me oiii....miss you loads, James and Peeps heading Harry's so do tag along. 

I want things to work out rite this time. Yes ah! Mon, Tue & Thurs OFF!!! I can go out!!! Fuzzy i blogged already. Nites and kisses to people from outside. Ta and Good night!!

You + Me = FADZ IDA