Sunday, November 14, 2010

love is so crazy and scary!!!

I have yet to get any off day for this week so looks like night life DUH!...went out yesterday night to TGIF after work. Sickening i have yet to go shopping!!!Went with Jackie and Laure!!! Eat till full then head to Harry's. Went to unwind. loves to sit down and talk to them. And!! i can't wait for Fuzzy to go out from hospital, this monday he's discharge!!! I swear i feel so fking awesome by then, feeling down. He is the only on can turn it up. I'm grateful for having fuzzy as the special person...hearts...like....lovee one and only you. Today work was SHIT, my body's been having this painful thingy but i managed to overcome this painful sharp pain. Haiz cannot Angss. Went out to Oosh, i managed to escape early from Work and JOYCEE is back, she bought this beautiful handphone keychain from BKK. Awesome and Thanks i appreciate it.

This week have been a dreadful one, so many things happened at a flash of time. I despise it but whom am i to stop all this. Maybe a lesson to be learn. I need holidays badly to just throw away the bowlines i had.
Human change but i've read in the book that is not wrong for human to change, everyone has their rights rite? somethings are just so hard to let go like the one that you love, the one whom you held hard when you need them, to see them gone just like that, how hard to face life, but he once told me not to be sad when your love one leave you cause god love them more than you and you have to take it positively cause everyone will leave this world one day, i'm scared when that time comes and i'm not prepare. I won't cry because i want you to leave happily. I miss you a lot. Indescribable is the word to mention to you. I love you for all the work that you helped my family i'm grateful for the effort, love, sacrifices that is priceless. Sometimes i got to learn the hard way to realise one mistake, my apology for that. Love you, Miss you badly. Its only 5 days you left but it feels like yesterday. I pray for you.

Friends- Nyom Nyom. There's no better or other way to go to school and enjoy joking and make friends along the way. I love the period where we all enjoy and laugh, it been quite a while since i did that. I hope this continues. From that incident, i learnt that i must love those who are still here and are those whom i met most of the time. Forgive and forget. I learnt that and i feel like i'm making use of my life properly. I hope things will work out right.

You + Me = FADZ IDA

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