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Me + You = IdaSyar

How i wish i could turn back the Time...

In Life you have too much mistakes, too much that it is actually eroding part of your brain, your mindset & your heart. How sad is that? I told myself umpteen times to braced myself, be a stronger person. I have to put up a fake smile,laugh daily just to make myself contented. What is wrong with me?? Soon i will be having primary school gathering & the saddest thing plus the most demoralising thing...all my primary school mates are in JCs & Polys. How??? Shit you la Ida!! Last time secondary don't want to study properly! Play & Play & Play. Now you upset for what??!! I Wish i could turn back the time, study properly...go sec 5 then poly. My friend in FB added me, so i accepted & then i post his wall how are you doing? He didn't reply. What the _ _ _ _ . Then ok its fine, then his friend from JC ask him how is he doing, and then he reply as if there is no tommorrow. Bloody _ _ _ _.

I kept telling to myself, i have so much mistakes that it actually takes maybe 10 years for me to repent. I wish i could have not done those mistakes. I was wrong. I should have study hard. Now study hard also Higher Nitec Cert!! The rest all Diploma while i'm still doing Higher Nitec. How sad it is?

If it happens one day, i was caught up with problems...will you be there???
If it happens one day, i quit upon myself...will you be there???

2 years pls make it pass fast. Allah pls help me to find a solution to settle my worries & issues.


Me + You = IdaSyar

Pls don't put an end for this

Cheryl say her face so Cock in FB but i think this pic is Georgeous.

The story tells it all

The Charlie's Angel

At Clementi...

I miss how we are so close to the DO RE MI

You Girls are my 3rd Fucking Best!!!

Love Cheryl old hairstyle & Jassy

The Act Cute girl!!

Firstly i Admit. I pon school again & i'm not happy about this. Went home so late due to choir plus my house far from school, that is the most annoying part. I need to change 3 times!@##$%^&*how annoying right!!!

I have a confession to make for my cliques in school. DO you all realise we are drifting so far apart. Cheryl i know you upset about Lenny about LPD project. I can understand babe, plus i'm so sorry if i have not been to help you, cheryl. Maybe lenny has issues with how we are going to organise it. Jas & Demi, seemed like i'm ignoring you. Am I?? We used to be so close & i miss the times how i disturb you Jas, kept fake2 promise that i'll never do it again. Demi, so sorry if i didn't buy for you birthday present. I was busy with my commitments. I didn't even do anything for you. So kindda upset & i treat you only $0.80 at co-op. Sorry ya!! Will do something for you quick. Cheryl its been ages since we go out together, we used to hang out with Sobbina during holidays. I really appreciate the times we had together.

I hope we won't put an end to our friendship. I want the Adrenaline running non-stop. The endless fun & camwhoring we used to had to continue. And guys pls focus more on your studies okay. Stop FBking all the time. ILT coming up soon & BEV test. Ace for A ya!!!:) I'm here to help if you need me. I got notes also for ILT, ask if you need.

SWIMMING!!!

In a while we going to have swimming lessons!!! So excited about it...actually not really. I got so much things to do anyway. Plus today is my 2nd day of CCA!!! Excited or not. Anyway i pon school alot of times bcos of sickness & stuffs. Maybe i also pon for tmr. Tmr got BEV test, and i'm freaking unprepare. After all the problems i have to faced on my own. This sucks big time. I hope i can overcome everything. Ya allah ya tuhan ku, pls make me strong just for this time. I really need you to guide me the path.

G Double O Morning People

Woke up early hur today, well my mum asked me to accompany her to Chinatown, i was just to lazy to go. But she didn't complain. So here i am lying down using lappy. I could have slept alittle bit longer but she woke me and now i can't get back to sleep. Not coming to school tmr,my leg injury is preety bad, looks like i'm on a 4 days, 4 nights holidays at home sweet home resort. That feelings is awesome. Stay at home, and do my own revision. Stared at the 4 walls. Eat chocolates bars. I miss PHYONE!!! XOXOXOXOXO
Plus not just PHYONE!!! I miss the 8 wonderful girls who always filled my school days with laughter and contentment. SERI, LENNY, FIDIANA, SYAZ, CHERYL, DEMI, FISH, JASLYN.
You babes are IRREPLACEABLE.
Hmm, today i'm going to go SWIMMING , JUST Like BLURP BLURP!!
Alright TA~

I think i need to fill the vacant hours i have to be with you. I think you are special to me. I think you're the best i ever met. I wish you were here to see the best and proudest moments of me. I wish i had spent more time with you. I wish you i could learn how to cherish you as much as i cherish my close ones. I wish you were here right beside me gazing at the stars and making wishes together with me. I wish i love you more. I wish i had more money so i could make a difference and fulfill your wishes. I wish i could make you more proud. I wish i know what's happening to your feelings to make you extra happy. I don't want to see you shed any more tears i don't want to see you cry because of me. I love you though daddy have not been around to make me smile, you know best how to cheer me up. I want to spent more time with you. You're the best mummy ever!!! You cooked delicious food for me, find the things that i've misplaced, treat me to good, wearable clothes. I know sometimes you are angry over my actions, i wish i was a better daughter and i'm sorry for what i've done. I'll listen to you more. I want you to know deep inside me heart how great you are. I want to tell the whole what awesome mother you are. At some moments you feel like killing me but i know you don't mean it and always there are some ways which you redeemed it. Love you MUMMY!!!MAK!!!MOTHER!!!IBU!!!

MUAY THAI PSSSTTTT

Had muay thai in the morning, unlike usual days, i fell and tripped plus my ankle was being kicked by this freaking crazy competitor. SO scary i can't walk but boyfie helped me up and stuffs. Mass Massage on my legs, i feel so blessed to have him as my boyfie. Oh well she kicked and it was swollen at my thighs there. BLoody ....Got MC so i'm gonna miss my girls

You will still be my FUCKING BEST!!!!